Posted by: emiliegu | February 23, 2008

In the middle of nowhere

Does the spring arrive come? Otherwise, why I am so sleepy these days?

Next Friday is the deadline of my literature review and i was required to hand in my first draft of nonsense to howard next Monday. I enjoy reading and penetrating myself into the subject I chose while writing up literature review and struggling with the theoretical issue like nationalism, autodecolonialization really pissed me off. What I need is, presumably, staying at BUTE and even sleeping there if necessary for staying up late to push myself, being more efficent rather than hanging around by doing nothing. Today, I have taken naps for three times, eaten up two bags of risky chocolates(What the hell Im doing after i finish it…it’s always such confession and regret after the sweetie tragedy.), made aound 500 words of LR though.

This Friday, I told Huge Kitty Abel I was so stressful for the LR that it drove me crazy and seems the life is hopelss. Then Abel said just such a little piece of work if you can’t get over, how can you deal with the later huge mess in your career. I strongly doubt my ability and prospect in this field again.

Anyway,I’m determined to detain myself in BUTE tomorrow!


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