This may be the most devastating new year I have ever experienced in my life.In China,the snow storm undermined the wishes of thousands of people who want to come back home to celebrate their new year. Here in Cardiff, blustery rain forced school closures and caused traffic difficulty.

In the beginning of this semester,my mood is blustery like the weather after I got the feedback of my first analytical feature carrying out as an journalist. I was really dismayed, although Gary has given me few good comments before. However, this time I was totally heart-broken, because for this assignment I tried hard, literally. From his perception, my big trouble comes from the style and structure. He said my language is very confusing and poetic.

I’m contemplating this question again: should I come here to study journalism? I’m not escaping from the barrier… Just frankly analyzing, I’m not so talkative and outgoing, and I’m not really into the world politics, let alone economy. Jesus, in this semester we even have a module requiring us to report business and finance! What could I do if I even don’t know how to analyze it in Chinese?

Yesterday the weather was really nice, but so soon it became blustery and wintry again. Anyone give me a reason to struggle with myself again？